life

my life has kinda been in a way sucky recently. my parents found out about my horrible grade from first nine weeks in geometry. My parents found out at separate times so i got the lecture/ talk about the grade twice. and i cried. both times. and i didnt care that i was crying. when my dad found out was worse because he was traveling for business when he found out so i had to wait a few days and then i'm surprised he didnt yell, but that talk was worse and i cried. a lot. the next day after he talked to me i cried again all because he got mad at me and yelled at me. it just made me cry a lot. and i didnt care that i was crying again. i just had been needing a good cry and i finally got it. i just wanted to sit in my room on my bed and cry my eyes out bascially. that probably sounded kinda emo, but i'm definitely NOT emo! i dont think i even could be. my punishment=banned from the computer for about a week. thats why i havent been able to post lately and because i just havent been on. i'm still not even supposed to be on now, but whatever.
anyways, geometry has been going better this semester in a way because first of all i'm not failing, but kinda near only b/c there's almost no grades in that class yet. i really hate that progress reports come out next week b/c my grades are going to be kinda bad only b/c there's not that many grades in yet. Also, because my parents from now on want to see my progress reports.

my views

ok, first of all, before i say anything else, I AM NOT BEING RACIST ABOUT THIS BLOG POST WHATSOEVER!! I LOVE ASIANS!!
ok, here are my views on asian parents. They are WAY too strict on their kids. I mean, we are in america where kids dont spend 5 hours straight(or more) studying one particular thing. I mean, I think studying for maybe like 2 hours will be enough. I mean, you learn this stuff in class! You shouldnt need to study like five million hours for one thing especially when you're not going to really need some of it later in life!! Its SO ridiculous!! Their childhood is wasting away without even being able to enjoy it! Instead, they are just sitting in their room a lot reading chapters in textbooks over and over and over again. I dont get how anyone, especially kids and teenagers, can enjoy something like that instead of hanging out with friends. ugh, it frustrates me because I have a lot of asian friends and when i want to do something i cant all because their parents wont let them because they want them to study and do their homework which wont take them all weekend! I mean I am all for studying and doing homework and getting good grades and whatnot, but not studying, doing homework, and getting good grades 24/7! ugh. well, i felt like i needed to express that view and that thought just kinda occurred to me.
P.S.- once again, I am not meaning to be racist or anything, I have lots of asian friends.

MAO and just randomness

so, this past saturday was the first MAO competition and i did bad on my individual test(not that i expected to do really well) and team was just fun and our team got a honorable mention!! oh yeah! My individual test was a postive score so I'm happy about that. I did better doing team questions. They were easier I thought even though my team only got one right,but we were close to some of the answers. Omg! katelyn and me saw peter! He talked and we saw Vicky and Ketan together which was SO cute!! Katelyn and me were practically waiting for them to start cuddling outside of McDonalds where we stopped for breakfast. I also saw Chris.....ugh..I'm glad he remembers me though(mwhahaha!) The bus ride was pretty fun there and back. It was more fun I think on the way back because of playing truth or dare. Got to find out a lot of stuff and joseph, I still can not believe you know who the dude I liked in 7th grade is! Thats insane! I'm also kinda mad at you joseph b/c I know you didnt actually tell james who you like(GRR!). freaking tell me who you like already. kejing already kinda yelled at you for that in a way.
We get report cards on Wednesday...oh joy!(not). My grades weren't horrible its just my parents haven't seen my grades from first nine weeks when I pretty much slacked. Right now, I'm not too stressed, but then again I kinda am because I need to get my history fair done soon. I'm going to try to start drawing my background(U.S. flag) tonight. I'll see how that goes especially with my so NOT awesome drawing skills. I have to admit I did get better at drawing though through my art class even though it is art 3D. We still have to draw some stuff when doing some projects like the one we are doing now. You have to draw your background which I did and my background I have to draw actually isnt that hard to draw. Well, I should go do homework or something productive.

second semester

The second semester has begun and i'm already liking it a whole lot better than the first. Geometry is already easier for me and not too much lame high school drama is happening. I already have to worry about 3 projects that I am doing,but one is due tomorrow and the other two are in history which is easy for me. The major one I have to worry about is history fair..dun, dun,dun...its not too bad actually. I'm pretty organized with all that and I just need to organize my information even more and put it all together and make it look pretty.
This saturday I am going to MAO competition which will be fun even if i really suck(especially on team..) I dont really like math and really wasnt in the mood this afternoon to do math at MAO practice. I just wanted to go home and today was just really long and kinda stressful. I was so happy I got to drive home though! =D yes, joseph, scream(like a little girl..hehe) and run away. Well, I know this is a short post, but I dont really have much to say. I'm going to go do my powerpoint.

new year!

so....last night was a very interesting experience for me. I went to a Korean church and listened to a lot of people talking/shouting in korean and not having a clue of what they are saying pretty much(except for very few words and i mean very few). I got to hold my friend's brother's hand during church service....can you say awkward and i know this is mean, but kinda eww. I ate korean soup which was actually pretty good(or at least better than i thought it would be).
I really dont have a new year's resolution yet(hence the word yet), but I usually dont right at the beginning of the year. oh wait, i kinda do actually. Its go to europe if I can convince my parents. Omg, i want to go SO BADLY!!! I really hope this year is better than last. Last year was, lets say interesting and one thing was very exciting(but later on definitely not so exciting and still isnt..) and katelyn you probably know what i'm talking about..you wont have to think too hard about it. well, happy new year to everyone!