Winter Break

Today is officially the first day of winter break, but I already kinda started it because I've already hung out with people and relaxed even though I had to take exams. I'm so relieved to be on break even though I don't want it as badly as I did like a week ago. I know I need it so I can get out of town and get my mind off things. I dislike it when I get drama in my life and my life becomes complicated. Its frustrating and I start feeling five million emotions at once(literally, if there were 5 million different types of emotions, I would feel them all at once). I was really excited at the beginning of the week to get out of town, but now I'm not as much anymore because this week has been really awesome. I still do want to go to the middle of nowheresville, Nebraska. It will help a ton. I'm finally not frustrated or pissed at the world like I have been. I'm finally back to being my happy, relaxed self.
The past two days I've gone over to my guy friend's house to play Halo. I can't believe I lost to someone that is almost worse at Halo than me. Technically speaking, we've been playing Halo 3. He's been keeping track of how many more times he's killed me than I have. Oh well, I've had fun. I taught his sister how to play too! After I told her the controls I totally massacred her then. She wanted to kill me at least 6 times, I only let her kill me 5 times. Actually, I didn't actually let her kill me at all, she purely actually killed me. After two games of losing against my guy friend and massacring his sister, it got competitive. He was mad that I massacred his sister. We played another game and I lost really badly, but we were to the point of being so competitive that we were pretty much shouting at each other.
Guys who first meet me always think I'm just this preppy, normal, quiet girl who would never dare to play Halo. They are so wrong. I do dress more on the preppy side, but I'm definitely not normal or quiet and I most definitely play Halo and I get into it. Now, I never would actually want to literally kill someone really, just in Halo. That's all. Its like my favorite video game, but that's not saying much because I don't play many video games.
This is the fourth year in a row going to the middle of nowhere for Christmas. Oh well, at least this time if I get bored with hanging out with my relatives, I have a goal which I will accomplish which is making an epic snowman in my guy friend's honor. It's going to be epic..I'm totally taking pics of it. I'm not even totally sure how it's going to be epic besides its going to be in my guy friend's honor. I'll make it epic somehow and I know there will be snow because I keep hearing from my relatives out in the middle of nowhere that they have been getting snow. I'm also making my sister help me with the epic snowman. I'm excited. I haven't been able to make a snowman in a while. I really was excited and wanting to go really badly because of me wanting to get away from drama going on in my life and just how frustrated/pissed I was on and off and not being my totally happy self, but now since things changed this week and I'm back to my totally normal happy self again, I'm not being as willing to go. Oh well. I know I'll still have fun and get my mind off everything that I'm leaving behind for a week.
Anyways, I should be off to pack and such since I'm leaving tomorrow.