re-doing coutndown thingy i did awhile back

So, I did a count-down note thingy a while back and I reread it last night(because I was bored) and realized that I really kinda want to re-do it, so here it goes(also, again, because I'm bored):

10 things you want to say to 10 different people:
1)I finally figured out that I wanted our friendship to be more than friends and then you found out and look what happened....the outcome is exactly how I imagined, but thats not a good thing. I think that you think that I'm completely crushed and hurt, but I'm really not. I mean, I'm not particulary happy about the situation, but I'm dealing with it perfectly fine. By the way, you've been way too moody lately...and thats weird considering you're a guy.
2)Still backing you up 100%!
3)I am so thankful that I'm still friends with you because you were so helpful even though it kinda created more drama, but I still love you for helping so much!
4)I'm still really glad you're not the stereotypical Asian and thanks for listening to me rant for literally hours about a certain topic. I kinda feel sorry you had to listen to me rant the most.
5)We're really kinda becoming not friends and I don't like that. Maybe I'll try talking to you more in the class we have together.
6)You are making my friend so happy right now and I plan for her to stay happy. By the way, stop glaring at us, its annoying.
7)I'm glad we're becoming better friends again. You're an awesome person!
8)I'm so happy that we're really good friends this year. You're awesome even though you've made moments awkward while a certain person is around.You just feel like you can say certain things freely without it being weird, but its ok. I forgive you for making some moments awkward.
9)Its kinda funny how practically in an instant you started obsessing over Twilight. Its ok, I understand.
10)My walking buddy! You're awesome and you're my only friend who actually seems interested when I'm ranting about a certain topic. Thanks for that, it makes me feel like someone still cares.

9 things about yourself:
1)I love playing piano.
2)One of my favorite subjects is history for some weird reason.
3)My favorite color is orange.
4)I can be very loud once you get to know me.
5)I'm very weird, but I love being weird.
6)I have amazing friends.
7)Idk..
8)I ran out of things
9)or its just because its hard thinking about things about yourself

8 ways to win your heart:
I had a list the first time I did this. I want to get rid of that list because there's no set things really.

7 things that cross your mind a lot:
1)My friends
2)My family
3)One friend in particular
4)Going to Italy and Greece over summer
5)God
6)My future
7)My other friend in particular, but not as much as the person mentioned in number 3

6 things you wish you never did:
1)Put off trying to go to Europe sooner
2)Quitting piano lessons for a year
3)Making a fool of myself
4)Letting a person find out something
5)Overreact about a certain situation
6)Make a friend in particular get pissed off.

5 things you want right now:
1)To go to Italy and get away from here.
2)A certain something that my closest friends know about
3)A tuned piano
4)Better grades in a few of my classes(not that they're horrible!)
5)A certain person to quit getting pissed off at me so easily when I don't even do anything

4 people you love:
1) My family
2)My friends
3)God
4)Myself

3 smileys that describe your life:
1) :p
2) :)
3) :D

2 things you want before you die:
1) To have done something worthy with my life.
2) To have seen the world.

1 confession:
One of my closest friends keeps pissing me off because the friend is moody.