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So, the other night my dad told me that I was almost halfway done with my junior year. I didn't like the reminder because I really am wanting this school year to go as slow as possible even though its supposedly your most stressful and hardest year in high school. Well, this school year has been somewhat stressful for me, but not too bad and this school year so far has been awesome for me and my friends know why, well, most of my friends at least.
I started typing and thought of other things to rant about, but I totally forgot. Go me and my blondness. I've been like this for about two weeks now like really badly because my mind is drifting off about a certain something else and I can't help it. I'm really glad I haven't forgotten anything really important though like school stuff. I seriously can't remember what I was going to type. Grr. Since I can't remember, I'll go onto a different subject/topic.
My closest friends right now, especially my best friend, know that I've been wanting a certain something to happen and now I'm already giving up on it which I really shouldn't do. My friends that know what the certain something is have been supporting me not as much as they could, but I'm perfectly fine with that. Yeah, I realize I'm being kinda secretive with the "certain something" thing. Its for a reason. So, I can't really think of anything else to rant about which is odd because I've been ranting non-stop for the past week and a half or so to my friends, one in particular who I can't believe isn't annoyed with me because I'll rant to her about a certain subject(there I go being secretive again) for like a half hour straight without stopping(maybe not that long). Anyways, av revoir.